Escaping from you.

     The more I try to escape from your chains
The tighter  they become.
I walk the world thinking about not thinking of you,
And yet there is always something that reminds me.

Pop ups of you, here and there and everywhere,
Messes up with my mind.
I'm not supposed to  remember you here, this is my "safe place" away from the thoughts of you.

But here you are.
In a  abstract form.
Absent and present in the same realm.

disconformity

As I began to  change my mind
As I start to walk towards the light,
I feel the need for company.
As I look back, no one is there
In front, a mistery. 
Yet, I know in my heart I'm not completely alone.

But I think:
 A figure next to me will be nice too.
A tangible creature.
One that celebrates my company as much as I will celebrate theirs. 
Physical touch  is all we'll need,
 to be contempt  for the  hour.

This second soul is here.
Asleep
Wanting to walk by itself,
Looking up to me for care.
He, is not human.
But our interactions are short,
and I still yearn for company.

It's just the disconformity of my human nature.

You Opened the Door and...

You Opened the Door and...

  As I enter in your life
I see the genuinity of your soul,
The inmense amount of  love that you
have reserved in your heart.

I feel valued, and  I feel happy
I feel you can be  part of my life
Just as I am in yours.

If only... I  was deserving Of your love,
 but the ingredients are missing,
The connection is absent, and I just feel restrained
to act in a way where I end up losing you completely, perhaps, that is the beauty of our friendship.

Image credited 

Open Door. Exellent Door Open Door By Le Dahu Throughout 

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Open door | Alexander Gallier | Flickr

... Open door | by Le dahu 

If you ever

   If you ever change your mind

Let me know,  so I can make you mine.

If you ever change your mind, hopefully it's not too late.