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  I wonder if you will ever ask

What had changed? Why so sudden?

But, why would you  ask?

When it's clear you don't want this.

I run my hand on your hair.

And you take my wrist and place 

My hand away.

You do want love, but you rather find it 

In someone else.

A hard catch, a "worthy" prey

And then you complain 

That no one is willing to stay.

I continue, stupidly trying

Why am I doing  this? 

I  have ask myself  a few times

Strangely enough,  I don't feel like 

You have wasted my time.

Since  I have invest so much, to have your trust

For you that is all,

For me it's not enough .

I cup your face in my hands

I wrap myself in your arms

I have kiss you tenderly, and

I have kiss you with passion.

We have let our bodies enjoy a possible IF

None of that you want.

Or at least, not from me.

I know you can't love me.

I know you never will, so,

excuse me for making you feel

wanted, some day it will go away.

So, why woud you ask?

It's not a surprise

Where did my attentions go?

When you didn't want it.