One Year and Seven Days

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Your Spell

Such a terrible thing the way I feel without you.

you, the light that used to bring me happiness

you, the one I have ever wanted

you, who I once consider unreachable... 

touching you was a dream.

lonely I am because you aren't here.

lonely because I don't have you

lonely because I can never ever have you again.

lonely because I know I can never ever again 

find someone that can take my breath away like you did.

and my pain is stronger than me

overtakes all my beign...

your lips I crave, and so I crave the warmth

from your body, and to rest in your arms.

to carress you, and lose myself into your eyes

you should know how much I love you.

even when you burped I loved.

deep inside, the only thing I wanted was to be yours

your magic was strong, it took me to heaven

and back,  and it has also sinked me in the fire 

of pain.  break it, break the spell you put on me

so I can live without you, so I can love, so I can

burry my feelings for you and move on.

------------------------------------------------- SPC

Ugly

 I walk in the shadows of depression
like a phoenix I need to resurect.
so I find my oun diversion to lift up my spirits
it doesn't matter anyways
you are not here.

I look into peoples faces, not to find you
but to forget you.
I look into their faces whit the hope to find
the one who will conquer my heart.
none of them seem good enough.

they are not good enough.

what to do? where to go? who to find?
but the only one I think about its you.
and you are not here.

you are there.  with her
and I am jealous.
her beauty overtrows many.
her skin, looks so white and softh
her eyes are beautiful and big
even I can't look away from them.
her smile its stunning as well
it takes my rage away, but it replaces it
with something else.

so the mirror hates me more than ever
what I see I don't like.
what I try to change, doesn't change
what I try to enhance, doesn't help.
ugly I feel, Ugly.
Ugly I must be.  even if I look my best,
compared to her I still ugly.
ugly outside, ugly inside.

because I should not be jealous,
because I should not have this unconfortable
feeling on my chest.
because I should be happy for you
because I should not be wanting to be her...
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SPC / Winter Wolf