Song/ Poem W/E

Song/ Poem W/E

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I will never be as beautiful as the girls you like

I will never have a breath taking body

I will never be an unreachable for you

but you now are unreachable for me.

woe is me, I miss your scent and the taste of your lips

and all the love I have for you

will have to die.

a sacrifice I have to make

a sacrifice for my own sake

I can take no more this misery,

my love for you its a mystery

I wish I could say you may never find

someone like me. what a terrible lie

I don't want to believe....

someone better you have to search

I wish it could be me again.

How College Grades Work: (by S.P. Wolf)
A+ = A total geek!
A= Awsome you Pass!
B= Better than a C
C= Could been better or Congrats you didn't fail!
D= Duuuude, you almost fail!
F= Fucked.

Cold

So lonely I feel, so lonely I've become
without you I can't be
without you I am myself no more
I wonder what will you think
when you discover the truth
that one it is me
thinking of you
because your lips I miss
oh... how much I desire from you received a kiss again...
because I miss how safe I was in your arms.
how your voice and your caresses made me
so happy, so calm, you tamed the beast inside of me
and now we both are dying without your love.
I'm begging you, because I need you
do not be so cold
remember all our love
because the best days I had, I had them with you.
here is a secret I can share, and I hope you know it.
all those places we went have from me and you a story
I can't never replaced
so happy you made me, that I cannot visit them again
it will remind me of my former happyness and it will
make me feel depressed because you are not there.
forming new memories will not be the same.
the places will lost the meaning once you gave them


SPWolf

July 24, 2010

Rain never hurt anyone

The rain was heavy, all soaked from head to toe we ran seeking cover, but then I stop to a single thought.
rain never hurt anyone. huh?- you said. -I said, rain never hurt anyone.- well yes but... - nothing came to your mind, for the very first time you had nothing to say, no refutation, and I was amazed. -yes it is true, rain never hurt anyone, so we better just walk. - you took my hand and we walked, others ran trying to escape the cold water that attacked as if were millions of thousands of bees stinging their fragile skin, thunders roared with anger, and lightning illuminated the gray sky. Suddenly the street was empty, just us strolling, holding hands, soaked. - I love you- I said. - and I love you too- you said, so tenderly you kissed me. We were meant to be together, I just knew it. unfortunately I never had the guts to tell you. that is what hurts me the most. so today I am back here, in the same street we were, under a rain similar to the one that was falling that day holding your favorite flowers. I am here to tell you that I need you, that this should not have to be this way, it should not, it should not. so I will stay here, and I will keep on coming back until lightning strikes again in the same place we were, the exact spot you were standing. because we are meant to be together, I guess I was wrong when I said that rain never hurt anyone

5 Months Later

I never thought I would see that again, but there it was, and I couldn't believe it.

my heart raced, my eyes slowly traced his words: Is it you on formspring? My heart yelled YES, it is! and I am doing it because I still love you, because I need you, because I want you back.

but I could not say it. I couldn't, instead I just typed a more formal Hello, since he didn't greet me. "hey" he answer back and added: "are you the one messaging me on formspring?"

again I wanted to tell him my feelings, but I said something else.

I was too nervous, it took me some seconds to think on what to say, and typing it was even worst, my hands were trembling, I fought against them to guide them to the right keys and press them.

"yes, too bad you find out quickly, I was having fun"

"Well, might as well keep at it

they're nice"

"hahaha, thanks" *bows*

"I have my hunches

anyway time for dinner

later"

" ^^! Bon appettite"

my heart was still pumping faster, too fast for me being sitting down. my shaking hands troubled to tell my friend I could not chat to her any longer.

I wished I had the guts to tell him how I feel about him.