From Girl to Girl

You are so Beautiful, the prettiest woman I know, it is true.

the first time I saw you I also fell for you, but please, do not take this wrong, your beauty enchanted me that is all.

you know, once I was almost on your place, besides him, but that wasn't never going to happen because he found someone else, and then he found you. I used to dream about having something close to what you and him had together, the most beautiful couple ever. who will ever imagine that you will break his heart. I have to confess that I predicted that, and also your current present, which at the time was the future. I predicted you will get with someone else, someone that I was with before, someone who you have no idea how much he is worth.

someone I love, someone I admire, someone who without knowing it still traces a simile across my face, someone who even if he gets to know it will like it, but will not care because now he has you. So he will try to keep me away fearing that I may do something to harm the two of you.

what a silly fear. I will not. yet the idea has cross my mind a couple of times, but it is not worthed my time to destroy something that will make him so happy.

Something that will amused him so much; because I hope you show him a new world.

Do you see how much I still care after more than 6 months? because I still love him as the very first day he kissed me. as the very first time I discover he was nothing like what I have seen before. do you see how much he meant for me?

and now our relation is breve, we don't talk much, we don't hang out, and I bet if you check his cell phone he may not even have my number. I know he hided me, he even tried to make me dissapear twice. but I beg him to please let me stay around.

something that you need to know is that he belongs to the world of feelings and thoughts. and once you enter that world you will know how special he is.

I fear you destroy his heart. I fear that you hurt him. I fear that you hurt him so much he will never love again, or at least he will not love again in a long long time. I fear you betray him, I fear you do to him what you did to ...

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but you are so beautiful... and sweet, sensuality is written all over you. I could never compete with that. ever. he could consider forgiveness if you ever do him wrong; because his heart is so big, and so full of life and love.

how I wish he will love me again... but that is not going to happen. I know.

so treat him right,be good to him, be better than I was, and he will give you a totally different world.