You were all that I ever wanted.

Does hiding the truth is like a lie?

does it means that hiding my feelings could mean that I am hiding from the world?

hiding from the truth? hiding from you?

I was hiding from you, I admit it.  inside I feel I need to keep hiding,

inside I feel I have to scream, let it all out loud, but there are consequences

and my personal consequence is not what worries me anymore.

your happiness I will be disturbing just because I need to move on.

and I'm a fool, an Idiot, I am brainless, because just like you I also fall too fast

and believe in ever and forever. 

Just like you I'm a dreamer, just like you I let my mind wander

in the deepest of the worst and the better of the best. 

just like you I wonder in unknown worlds, like the one you showed me

when I least expected. and you took me deeper in it, making me forget

about the rest, about reality; because with you all my problems went away

the storms of my life came to an end with you. I was living something I only dreamed about

and it took me a while to believe that something so abstract, so intangible could be this real.

Forgive me, since I never told you that You were all  I ever wanted.

You were good to me as well, you healed me from years or disappointment 

you took me away from tornadoes and ferocious lions,
the closest I have feel loved and safe in your arms,

there are so many things I still need to say...

So I'll move forward,

to my own pace,

but you always will have a special place in my heart.