Much Better

Much Better

Dec 26, 2009



Honestly I feel so much better since you came into my life

it took too long to find you

It took too long for you to find me

maybe it was not that long, but it seems like it

since my hopes in finding love were gone.

scary is to lose you,

but I will let you go if I have to.

I rather not think about it.

I need you as you can't imagine

I love you stonger than I thought I ever could.



Sleep by your side is somenthng I want.

I dream about you every nigth, and every day

because even when I am awake my mind takes me back to you

my heart has finally peace of mind,

so fondle me, and kiss me all you want, I can never get enough

because you are the one I dreamed, you are the one I have been waiting for

let me heal your heart, that like mine was destroyed

let me care for your wounds, throw away your fears, and calm those tears

that disturbed your nights.



SPC

Song/ Poem W/E

Song/ Poem W/E

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I will never be as beautiful as the girls you like

I will never have a breath taking body

I will never be an unreachable for you

but you now are unreachable for me.

woe is me, I miss your scent and the taste of your lips

and all the love I have for you

will have to die.

a sacrifice I have to make

a sacrifice for my own sake

I can take no more this misery,

my love for you its a mystery

I wish I could say you may never find

someone like me. what a terrible lie

I don't want to believe....

someone better you have to search

I wish it could be me again.

How College Grades Work: (by S.P. Wolf)
A+ = A total geek!
A= Awsome you Pass!
B= Better than a C
C= Could been better or Congrats you didn't fail!
D= Duuuude, you almost fail!
F= Fucked.

Cold

So lonely I feel, so lonely I've become
without you I can't be
without you I am myself no more
I wonder what will you think
when you discover the truth
that one it is me
thinking of you
because your lips I miss
oh... how much I desire from you received a kiss again...
because I miss how safe I was in your arms.
how your voice and your caresses made me
so happy, so calm, you tamed the beast inside of me
and now we both are dying without your love.
I'm begging you, because I need you
do not be so cold
remember all our love
because the best days I had, I had them with you.
here is a secret I can share, and I hope you know it.
all those places we went have from me and you a story
I can't never replaced
so happy you made me, that I cannot visit them again
it will remind me of my former happyness and it will
make me feel depressed because you are not there.
forming new memories will not be the same.
the places will lost the meaning once you gave them


SPWolf

July 24, 2010

Rain never hurt anyone

The rain was heavy, all soaked from head to toe we ran seeking cover, but then I stop to a single thought.
rain never hurt anyone. huh?- you said. -I said, rain never hurt anyone.- well yes but... - nothing came to your mind, for the very first time you had nothing to say, no refutation, and I was amazed. -yes it is true, rain never hurt anyone, so we better just walk. - you took my hand and we walked, others ran trying to escape the cold water that attacked as if were millions of thousands of bees stinging their fragile skin, thunders roared with anger, and lightning illuminated the gray sky. Suddenly the street was empty, just us strolling, holding hands, soaked. - I love you- I said. - and I love you too- you said, so tenderly you kissed me. We were meant to be together, I just knew it. unfortunately I never had the guts to tell you. that is what hurts me the most. so today I am back here, in the same street we were, under a rain similar to the one that was falling that day holding your favorite flowers. I am here to tell you that I need you, that this should not have to be this way, it should not, it should not. so I will stay here, and I will keep on coming back until lightning strikes again in the same place we were, the exact spot you were standing. because we are meant to be together, I guess I was wrong when I said that rain never hurt anyone

5 Months Later

I never thought I would see that again, but there it was, and I couldn't believe it.

my heart raced, my eyes slowly traced his words: Is it you on formspring? My heart yelled YES, it is! and I am doing it because I still love you, because I need you, because I want you back.

but I could not say it. I couldn't, instead I just typed a more formal Hello, since he didn't greet me. "hey" he answer back and added: "are you the one messaging me on formspring?"

again I wanted to tell him my feelings, but I said something else.

I was too nervous, it took me some seconds to think on what to say, and typing it was even worst, my hands were trembling, I fought against them to guide them to the right keys and press them.

"yes, too bad you find out quickly, I was having fun"

"Well, might as well keep at it

they're nice"

"hahaha, thanks" *bows*

"I have my hunches

anyway time for dinner

later"

" ^^! Bon appettite"

my heart was still pumping faster, too fast for me being sitting down. my shaking hands troubled to tell my friend I could not chat to her any longer.

I wished I had the guts to tell him how I feel about him.

The Things you do for love

~The things you do for Love~

Ahh, the things you do for love...you jump up and down just to call her attentionyou call constantly just to hear her voiceyou log in, log out and then long in again
you look thought her pictures and the more you look
the more you convince yourself of her beauty
a beauty you never imagineda beauty that you admire, and desire

ahh the things you do for loveyou break hearts, you dissapoint peoplebecause your world is her, and nothing else mattersyou dream about her, eat, breath, live for herand even in your lonely nights and days you find pleasurethinking all those things you want to do to her.because you want to love her, as no one else has, as no one else can
her perfume is on your bed, and her scent makes you feel in heaven.what a pleasure, what an unbelivable moment.ahh, the things you do for love;you steal, you lie, you tell the truthyou reinvent yourself just to impress heryou become polite, you are her knightyou hug her to feel her closer andevery kiss is passionate.

you are lost in her eyes and yet you are not scared if you don't find your path again
Stay, you said, stay with me always, stay all night, all day.
Now, you take her places that are uknown to herto mesmerize her eyes, and her amusement and wonder makes you happy.
She loves you, she loves you so much, she can never imagine her life without youshe loves you so much than even if you don't say it she still will know you love her as well. she loves you deeply; so deep she wants to give herself to you and finally you take her.

yours is my love, my soul, my passion, my bodyand if I could give you my life, I would.
she is yours, and you are hers.the world can end now;
because you have each other.she cares, she loves,
she becomes a burdenyou cannot stand her pressence anymore.

ahh the things you do for love, those are crazy things.
things that are lost when feelings are not the same so you jump, you scream, you die and live again, you do everything you can just to make her love you.
but her heart is now closed, her love belongs to someone else a shadow that follows her every step.
would you keep your hopes up?would you give up? and move on?would you do all of those things you do for love?
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July 19-2010