Feelings are over rated. (Derp)

Feelings are over rated.
a rush of diverse emotions invade my mind

and play with it, like little demons

laughing at my state of vulnerability and terror

they go up and down

they twist and release

they hove on me and then lift me up in the sky

to later see me fall. 

and just when Im about to crash on the grownd

they save me, and lift me up again.

because they know that need to die

that I have to crash and break to stop feeling.

Love and Selfishness are there, one excuses the other,

Jealousy they have given birth to and that is the one who

controls them both. like a mischiveous child when has learn to

behaive this way or the other to get what it wants

so I hate them.
and they love me.

Alas! if only I could hate you as I hate this feelings

if only you could love me as this feelings love me...

how to evisarate them from myself?

how to disappoint myself from you? when there is

no one to compare you with, and the samplings

I have take are just not good enough. 

so again we embrace the so far eternal cruzade

of you looking for the right one.  

and me, here, waiting for you to realized that

the right one is me.

May 30, 2011