My Beautiful Killer

1:58 am
3/22/09

Anytime I see you, my heart stops...
and anytime I feel you, you are always warm and I am always cold
your touch is my favorite poison
the air you exale is what I breathe
you are the killer that was sent to me.

Here you come in front of me
take out your sharpest gun and grip it towards me
don't be scared... sweetheart that is why you are here.
you are my beautyful killer this pain is sweet...
I don't know if feel apathy or emphaty towards you...
I just know that my heart will stop beating with the deathly venom from your lips...

light from darkness, I can not tell them apart
what it is, now it was...
what would be, would never be.

now you close your eyes and whishper to my ear...
-" I am sorry for all this"-
It is fine, my beautyful killer...
don't feel sorry for the living dead,
because now no one can kill me
because now, I have to find other ways to live.